30 Weeks and Counting

Well I've made it! The last ten weeks of this pregnancy I am hoping will be an ever rising improvement. Looking back on the past 30 weeks its been quite the ride but looking back also lets me realize how much I  really have improved. Despite the consistent nausea and terrible anxiety every time I eat its getting better. With this time of baby quickly coming about I am so excited to feel like a normal person again. Feel like the exciting , happy, ready to do anything kind of person again. I am sure my husband is also excited for me to be able to do everything on my own again. He has been more than supportive and amazing through this whole experience and we are both happy for this to be our only baby for a long time but this experience has only brought us even closer. I guess its part of the perks of being pregnant is that people inherently want to do things for you but I cant wait till I can do them on my own! I have been around babies for such a long time and taken care of babies a lot but I know that I most likely don't know what it is fully going to be like. They are going to be crazy nights and crazy days and times when I wish she would be back inside my stomach but I cannot wait for it to start. My family and Jasons family  have been so amazing through all of this and I can never pay them back for all of the support they have given me. Everyone talks about the amazing love you immediately have when you hold that little new born and I am so excited to experience that amazing moment with me and Jason. Whats new now that I am 30 Weeks? Well my monsterous ankles and ready to pop feet are screaming at me by the end of the day especially and now will not go down at all! Tried all the go to's the soaking, putting them up above my heart and message things maybe let them go down a little but any advice on how to get the swelling down for more than a few minutes would be GREATLY appreciated!! This week we also moved into a new apartment an upstairs and I cannot wait to get fully unpacked and settled in. The kitchen living room and our bedroom are done now just to tackle the nursery that is doubling as our computer room! Ive taken a break from unpacking for the past couple days trying to get my feet and ankles to calm down but with no luck I may as well have just kept unpacking. My days still involve me being in my bed or on the couch watching Netflix because I'm so tried and nauseous all the time but any other time I am trying to find a place for everything which can be challenging! I cannot wait for the 10 weeks to be done but I want everything to have a place and be settled before this next big change in our lives happens. This weekend was conference and I always look forward to being spiritually uplifted and find ways to become better and be more Christ like it was definitely the highlight of my week. Now that it is getting warmer outside it feels less crazy to make plans for the summer with the new baby going to Montana and waterton and  enjoying living so close to Henderson is going to be amazing. Its crazy how much a little sunshine even if it is followed up by CRAZY wind makes you think a little clearer and a little more optimistic! This is happening and I am so happy I can finally enjoy it a little more. love you all and cannot thank you enough for the support for everyone.