Coming in from the third floor

Well we all knew this was inevitable but I was hoping I wouldn't be back so soon! Yep you guessed it another stay at the hospital. I started my day going to dr brownies office after a hard night and then he told me I would be heading over to the hospital to get juiced up because I had a bladder infection they saw in my tests and it was quite far along so i had to get IV antibiotics. Today I sat in labor and delivery and was under the impression I was just here to get zofran , some fluid, and my IV antibiotics for a couple hours then I would be going home. I purposely didn't eat knowing I was going to the doctor and I didn't want to puke so we got here at just before three and got my IV in after a couple tries and then started all the fluids! Finally six came around assuming I would be leaving cause I ate two cookies and didn't puke which is really good for me. Then she's said she just had to dr Browne about what he had planned for me and then I was really confused. Before he got me here I asked him this isn't something that's going to be more than just walking in and out right and he assured me it wasn't but after getting more results back which I still haven't heard much about ill be staying overnight and hopefully get to go home sometime tomorrow.  The thought of staying here longer makes me so anxious but I guess if this is what needs to happen! So jay went home and got my stuff for the night and no more cause I didn't want to jinx it cause my last stay was only supposed to be a couple days that turned into like ten. He said my hairloss is normal pregnancy stuff when your Body gets into stress like this. Just hope it cans top so I can keep what I have! The nurses come in every half hour asking if I'm better I don't think they've seen one like me before. Where you just juice them up as much as you can then I go home. The zofran after quite a few doses starts to make a dent in the nausea but that was like eight days into it last time and about 3000 dollars worth of Zofran IV bags thank goodness we live in Canada!! I cannot tell you how greatful I am to be in Canada while this is happening. Being able to just relax when this is all so out of my control is a huge blessing. If I had to worry about every IV bag and day I was here I would be nuts honestly what a lucky girl I am to live in Canada in a time like this! My sweet husband sat beside me all day as I envisioned I was anywhere but here and when we found out I was staying got my essentials from home and delivered them back to me then I sent him home to sleep becuase who ever sleeps good at the hospital!? And he will hopefully be able to take me home tomorrow once I'm juiced up and ready to go back home and wait till I have to come back again or wait to get better. Everyone keeps telling me different weeks that I'll start to feel better and I hope that they are all true but I honestly am braced for the worst and hoping for the best. I am hoping it will be before this little one is born that I'll feel some sort of relief! All I'm expecting is to be home in my own bed tomorrow night eating my frozen juice boxes and watching Jurassic park becuase obviously that's the best movie ever! And if I puke all night and all day i won't care cause I'll be at home.. Last week was a really hard week I got really low so this week I'm feeling so much more positive so someone definitely knew when to out the next IV visit in my path... Now time to try and sleep with the pancake pillows and the sound of my IV pump that's oddly comforting kind of like a white noise machine thank goodness I can't hear anyone screaming having their baby or I might be breaking out of here tonight! Till next time stay positive, it can always be worse..